Lauren Worsh

Work and Writings

Trust

Watching a slideshow of curated photos of Gaia, on an app that does these things, noticing that the one thing all the images have in common other than crazy beauty is that they show no trace of human civilization.

And I'm sinking into it, just gorgeous. Thinking this is the slideshow they show you when you're considering enrolling in that human on earth thing.

So you're all in.

But the human part of it, that's... a mess. You wouldn't be wrong to get weary of it. Beauty there too, sublime, beyond belief. But, until you remember where your peace resides — because that's one thing humans are genius at forgetting — and allow yourself to source there, the pain of humanity may obscure your clarity, your joy, your awareness of why you came. The lie of deficiency may seduce you.

Remember : Eros, who drew you down, will deliver you back to wholeness. Trust Her. When the time comes, your willingness to surrender into this trust will carry you.

Power isn't what you think it is

Our societies may relentlessly seek to seduce us into focusing on power ‘out there’ and love ‘out there’, in order to keep us caught in the felt-sense of powerlessness and lovelessness.

Our unconscious investments in powerlessness may whir along in the pattern that is their habit, under the radar of our self-awareness — creating and recreating the feeling of powerlessness internally.

Same with our unconscious investments in the patterning of unlove.

Even when you are actively challenging your vibrational patterning every day, and inventing new responses on the spot.

Confronted with the awareness of how much remains yet unconscious, it can be easy to dismiss or belittle the impact of your efforts.

Experiment : Power Play : curiosity + restfulness

Next time feelings of powerlessness or lovelessness seem to take over, try this experiment: get really curious. Get curious about what you have no interest in getting curious about, in your inner world or in the world at large.

It doesn’t matter what. Find some sincere curiosity in you and expand its scope to encompass things you’ve never been willing to presence or contemplate before.

Especially powerful is getting curious about the inner world and life experience of someone you don’t identify with at all. The less you identify with them, the more ‘other’ they feel to you, the more power in the process. And the more your actual power of wholeness liberates into your field of access.

The restfulness creates space, curiosity explores the new space. It's a pulsation.

The practice is to notice the subtle quality along the spectrum of
restful <———> restless
that you are meeting the moment with, and to choose in the noticing to allow more restfulness. Even if it’s a one-degree shift it counts.

I find it helpful to say out loud "I choose to allow myself to relax a tiny bit more right now."

Turn the dial down on your spiritual ambition, turn it up on your actual willingness to practice relaxing NOW, even just a little tiny bit.

The benefit comes from training the habit of choosing, not from how spectacularly you can shift your state in any given moment.

Training and rebuilding the nervous system and identity structure to a new fluidity of patterning, an identity responsive as plasma, a remembrance of an inner ease we’ve possibly never known before. Curious about possibilities, restful in the moment presenting.

That’s power.

Declaration of Peace — 2017

Sunrise Over Decatur Island from Lopez Island, San Juan Islands, Washington

Sunrise Over Decatur Island from Lopez Island, San Juan Islands, Washington

Of your ancient mythic and cosmic enmities,
would you wish to bring all to peace now
if you knew it possible?

Declare it so and so it shall be.

Remember the present is a choice point.

When enough of us declare this peace with/in our own field, we create peace on earth.

This is an exciting time for humanity. This is when you get to spread your wings. To heal your heart of ancient pain. To release the imprints of suffering, loss, grief, betrayal, violation, separation.

To claim your voice.

To turn toward your friends and recognize each other once again, and forgive all ancient rivalries. Friends in all directions, dimensions welcomed 'back', their love you may receive.

We heal the heart.
We mend.
We reweave the matrices of coherence, safety, joy, pleasure, affection, kindness, deserving, discernment, trust... whatever is needed.

We are here. We complete, return to Source the trauma.

We expand to hold more of ourselves and we root this beauty deep into the core of the earth. In this rooting we receive abundant support and the resource we need to be who we are, do who we are, and have what we are: the fullness of our own Being. We radiate the joy of this completion, in full color through the galaxies and dimensions, offer it freely to be available to all Being.

We accept our wholeness, the bounty we long for.

2017 we welcome you with love and we trust in our deepest vision that what you offer is an opportunity for joy and the return to peace of heart.